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by go4broke

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1.
the forest 03:01
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I've been in the trees Promise that you're never gonna find me I just wanna leave But they can smell the fear inside me No, I can't see the light Darkness is the only thing that's real in my mind Hazy when I wake up, every day of my life Silence is where all my demons hide Where they lie Oh I've been in the forest Crying out for something, oh I'm hopeless My future's getting hazy in the moment My thoughts are always louder in the forest Yeah, the forest No, It's not alright There's poison in the air that I breathe outside Silence is the monster in my dreams at night I just need to get out of the forest Yeah, the forest I don't know what you want me to say But I've been losing sleep now everyday The trees keep growing and it's clouding up my brain But you're telling me to act like I'm okay But it never sleeps Always haunting me Fucking up the way I think every day of the week Thought I liked the peace Now I'm falling deep I'm not scared to die I'm scared to live life incomplete Yeah I've been in the forest Crying out for something, oh I'm hopeless My future's getting hazy in the moment My thoughts are always louder in the forest Yeah, the forest No, It's not alright There's poison in the air that I breathe outside Silence is the monster in my dreams at night I just need to get out of the forest Yeah, the forest
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would u cry 03:10
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Just one night, oh, just one call Didn't think I'd get involved But now I'm waiting for your messages Every single night I wish that I could keep them all I think that I'm about to fall She held my heart; I gave it all She took my hand and told me "Everything is gonna be alright. I won't ever let you go" But if I told you that I lied You would never cry Because our love and trust is only in my mind And if I thought that you would try I would never tell a lie Because the only one I have is "I don't need you by my side" I need you by my side She said she didn't wanna take it serious I wish I didn't let myself get too ahead of this My head is melting when I think about the things we did Like, how could I believe that she was really into this It's hard to look at you and tell myself that "I'm alright" I let myself get overwhelmed I lost control inside It's not your fault, you were upfront, you said "it's not the time" But I still let myself get lost in If I told you that I lied You would never cry Because our love and trust is only in my mind And if I thought that you would try I would never tell a lie Because the only one I have is "I don't need you by my side" I let myself get lost inside my mind I don't remember what I tried to find I got too anxious, got too scared to try And find somebody else to fill my Darkest spaces Need some medication It's been hell, I'm jaded Told myself it's patience but No, I don't wanna be alone again I need to find some kind of way to tell myself That this is not the end Oh But, if I wait for you to love me, then Than I'm just lying to myself and tryna Keep my heart from finding love again
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dead2me 02:44
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I'm waking up too early in the morning Been looking too damn far inside my mind The pain inside my head it keeps on growing Wish you would stay and take away the time But I Been tryna get you off of my mind It hurts me every time Oh I Will never be exactly what you like And I think that that's fine Wish I never fucking tried Wish I never had to lie Wish you would've said goodbye I can't believe I let you be important I can't believe I gave you all my time You left me like you never cared about it But maybe that's exactly why I tried Oh why Did you have to go and lie It hurts me every time Oh I Can't stand to look you in the eyes I don't wanna cry Wish I never fucking tried Wish I never had to lie Wish you would've said goodbye Yeah you're dead to me And it hurts every time Now I can't believe that You're on my mind Yeah, you're dead to me But I don't want you to try Yeah, you're my enemy But I don't want you to cry You don't mean shit to me But you're still stuck in my mind Yeah, you're still stuck in my mind Yeah, get the fuck out my life Yeah, you're dead to me But I don't want you to try Yeah, you're my enemy But I don't want you to cry You don't mean shit to me But you're still stuck in my mind Yeah, you're so stuck in my mind I need you I need you out of my life I need you out of my life Out of my life Oh
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final destination 02:38
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I was just a mess, but she was messier It was getting hard to breath, she made it easier Made me think I might have found the one and only cure Took away all of my pain, I fell in love with her I tried to be honest with myself Hooked on the nonsense, I need help I weened myself off it, it was hell But your still in my conscious So I breath in the air Your lips, and your hair Nothing can compare I think you're my final destination I promise you someday I'm gonna make it You know that I'll be patient I'm sick and tired of waiting Yeah you are my final destination So, she started crying in my arms again She said, "there's nothing in this world that makes me wanna live" I tried to take the pain away with every word I said And when I did, she walked away and never back again I'm lost in the feeling of love She's out there searching for lust I'm too naive to give up I think you're my final destination I promise you someday I'm gonna make it You know that I'll be patient I'm sick and tired of waiting Yeah you are my final destination Tried to let go of the pain She's in my head everyday I think I might be insane She took control of my brain Hurt like a punch to the face I've been stuck in a chase I think I might be insane But now I'm out of this cage
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actress 02:40
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Her mind was always set on desire Her heart was always over a fire Never felt much, always seemed tired Never had too high of a bar 'Cause She was never treated with respect Sent him messages but he left them on read Only calls her when he wants her in his bed But she's always scared the story's gonna end So he will never know The way he broke her soul She doesn't wanna know How ending it will go Told herself that she was only Filling up a role Like Marilyn Monroe Oh She said she an actress Didn't want the part Now she ain't got any passion Always yelling "cut" But he only hearing "action" Always chasing thrills Yeah she deep into some bad shit But he don't give a fuck Yeah he got himself an actress No matter how hard she tried She was always trapped inside No one wanna hear her side So she had to hide in plain sight From the enemy Called him her everything She couldn't let him know what's up Gotta keep him on the hush She losing energy She wanna fuck and leave But she don't know what to say What if he gon' make her stay So he will never know The way he broke her soul She doesn't wanna know How ending it will go Told herself that she was only Filling up a role Like Marilyn Monroe Oh She said she an actress Didn't want the part Now she ain't got any passion Always yelling "cut" But he only hearing "action" Always chasing thrills Yeah she deep into some bad shit But he don't give a fuck Yeah he got himself an actress Didn't want the part Now she ain't got any passion Always yelling "cut" But he only hearing "action" Always chasing thrills Yeah she deep into some bad shit But he don't give a fuck Yeah he got himself an actress
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crying at the beach 03:33
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Thought I'd never say goodbye Thought I'd stay for my whole life I never thought I'd wanna cry I Didn't think I'd have to try My parents think I'm doing fine I never told my sister why I never wanna make them cry But I Can't find the way out I need someone now Can't open my mouth It's getting hopeless I need to focus But I'm Crying at the beach again Crying at the beach Crying at the beach Again, again, again, yeah I'm crying at the beach again Crying at the beach again Oh Tried to leave it all behind Told myself that I'll be fine Brought someone inside my mind Broke them like their made of ice Miss the way it shined so bright Covered up my weary eyes I hope that I'll be back in time But I Can't find the way out I need someone now Can't open my mouth It's getting hopeless I need to focus But I'm Crying at the beach again Crying at the beach Crying at the beach Again, again, again, yeah I'm crying at the beach again Crying at the beach again Oh I couldn't be heard, couldn't be seen I told myself that "you're all I need" Yeah I'm just a mess I'm losing sleep I can't believe I'm falling this deep The real me you've never seen That's someone that I never wanna be I'm just a mess, how can't you see At least now you'll know where I'll be I'm crying at the beach again Crying at the beach Crying at the beach Again, again, again I'm crying at the beach again Crying at the beach again Oh Crying at the beach again

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released September 17, 2022

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go4broke Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

With a fresh young perspective like glaive and a slick mood like The Neighbourhood, it’s a wonder that go4broke hasn’t become an internet phenom. go4broke is the alter-ego of producer and songwriter, Parker Keskinen. Where go4broke songs shine is in his raw lyrics and clever nods to pop culture. Now is the time to catch up on go4broke’s music and find your new favorite artist!
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